Hazards

I need to ward off boys for awhile, since I am a hazard to myself when they are around. They seem to make me do things out of character, or is that really who I am. It is the strangest feeling knowing that there is this dark side to your personality. Once you know about this dark side what do you do about it. Is it a good thing or is it a bad thing. It must be part of my personality if I did it.